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Paranoia.

my paranoia.

I know they are all laughing at me..i know coz i can feel it..i can sense it..i know they do..but how can i blame them?? Everybody commit mistakes.. I’m sure each of them commited mistake once in their life.. I know it’s really funny,all the crazy things I said and did,and now im forcing everything to be ok even the things that are not within my reach..it’s so hard but I want you all  to know that I am here not to be laughed at but to try to make things right..They might think that I am stupid,well maybe they are right, im stupid! They might say that I am desperate, well maybe I am at some point.. They might say I’m pathethic, ok I am one.. I dont know where this feeling will lead me..everything is unclear.. Everything is a mess..I don’t know where to start fixing myself.. I don’t know how to pick up the pieces coz it might caused another wound..but I am willing to take the risk  because I know that wound will signifies how much I fought for something I value and for someone I dont want to lose.. Don’t laugh at me,you dont know the whole story,or maybe you know but you will never understand why I am doing all this..all you know is just the story of why things happend and what is happening,but that’s all you’ve got.. You dont even have a clue of what I am going through right now, and you will never know unless it happen to you.. I’m really trying to be strong as I can,but it’s so hard, sometimes all I want is to give up coz it hurts so much..but I’m holding on to something, something that is so strong that made me unmoved..  So please don’t judge me..It was not my intention to ended up things like this.. 

some sort of reminiscing..hehe I remember myself eating this gum when i was still a child..one thing I wont forget about it is the comic inside..hahaha it made me smile when i saw this pic..hahahahaha

some sort of reminiscing..hehe I remember myself eating this gum when i was still a child..one thing I wont forget about it is the comic inside..hahaha it made me smile when i saw this pic..hahahahaha

When you’re a nurse you know that everyday you will touch a life or a life will touch yours…
ITS NURSING..ITS HOW I LIVE MY LIFE…

When you’re a nurse you know that everyday you will touch a life or a life will touch yours…

ITS NURSING..ITS HOW I LIVE MY LIFE…

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